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Vol. I · No. 1Prolonging the Slow Death of NewspapersEst. 2026

Underneath All Of The Reports Is This Living Room

Out of Options

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Paul Schwartzman: MIDDLEBURY, Ind. -- He sinks into the couch, foot jiggling, his gaze traveling from his wife to the television to the darkness outside, broken now and then by the distant glow of passing headlights.



His mind settles into another round of "What if?"



As in: What if we don't have cash to buy milk, eggs, bread or diapers? What if our unemployment benefits run out? What if we never find jobs?



And then Scott Nichols thinks of the words he doesn't want to say, what for him, a 39-year-old husband and father of two, is the option he has hoped to avoid since being laid off nine months earlier.



They already took free food from a church pantry,…

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